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This is polo and bear.. Polo is the dog to the right, bear is the black one. Theyre mixed lab and german shepherd mixed. They came from the same litter… I share custody of both with a couple in college who unfortunately cannot keep them at their dorm. Both dogs are amazing… well They were amazing…

Thursday, June 30th.. Polo was sick yesterday, but he got worse today. he wouldnt even get up on his own. he just layed there. Worried, I picked him up, and brought him into my room, where he threw up. I called the vet and took him in. They took his temp, and he was running a fever of 107.4 . they had me fill out a payment plan to treat him because it was going to cost serious money. I agreed.. 5 minutes later, the vet came back into the room to say there wasnt much they could do because he wouldnt respond to treatment. He’d been having seizures from his fever, and he was suffering. They suggested taking him out of his misery because his heart rate was dropping fast, and he was trying to die… I had to clear them to euthanize him. It was the hardest decision i’ve ever had to make. the most painful one. I held him in his final minutes, and held his face and spoke to him as he took his last breath. It hurt. so much. the worst pain ever . to watch something you love , leave you right in your arms. Polo, Im sorry I lacked knowledge of your shots. Im sorry you arent here with me on my bed as i write this. I love you . and i miss you a lot right now. I no longer will see you every morning </3 and it pains me … ahh. here come the tears again.

RIP polo . i love you . all 3 of your mommies love you <’3

This is polo and bear.. Polo is the dog to the right, bear is the black one. Theyre mixed lab and german shepherd mixed. They came from the same litter… I share custody of both with a couple in college who unfortunately cannot keep them at their dorm. Both dogs are amazing… well They were amazing…

Thursday, June 30th.. Polo was sick yesterday, but he got worse today. he wouldnt even get up on his own. he just layed there. Worried, I picked him up, and brought him into my room, where he threw up. I called the vet and took him in. They took his temp, and he was running a fever of 107.4 . they had me fill out a payment plan to treat him because it was going to cost serious money. I agreed.. 5 minutes later, the vet came back into the room to say there wasnt much they could do because he wouldnt respond to treatment. He’d been having seizures from his fever, and he was suffering. They suggested taking him out of his misery because his heart rate was dropping fast, and he was trying to die… I had to clear them to euthanize him. It was the hardest decision i’ve ever had to make. the most painful one. I held him in his final minutes, and held his face and spoke to him as he took his last breath. It hurt. so much. the worst pain ever . to watch something you love , leave you right in your arms. Polo, Im sorry I lacked knowledge of your shots. Im sorry you arent here with me on my bed as i write this. I love you . and i miss you a lot right now. I no longer will see you every morning </3 and it pains me … ahh. here come the tears again.

RIP polo . i love you . all 3 of your mommies love you <’3

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  1. olddirtytoothbrush reblogged this from nonexistingfcks
  2. nonexistingfcks reblogged this from nonexistingfcks and added:
    yeah guys. sorry. i was hurting, and had to post. sorry for the memories i brought back to some of you :( i know it...
  3. awsnapitzdani reblogged this from nonexistingfcks and added:
    this is soo fukn sad. wen i read this i almost cried, thinking of my doggies :’(
  4. fybpsc reblogged this from nonexistingfcks and added:
    I’ve had something I ove die in my arms too, this almost made me emotional. ):